as i "welcome" the exam

Breathe. close my eyes. And relax…okay, I am trying to relax here…after a hard days of stress…well, not really perhaps just that the results kind of blow me over the head…I mean, I expected it however, just that now, with only a few more days left to mid year…okay, I am getting out of my mind…and my nerve just unable to relax…
Today, after such a long and busy days, suddenly, I think of stitch…the thought of him made me smile. Suddenly, I reminisce about the time when he was around and how I wished I could see him walked past that corridor again…with his sling bag and that fast walk…=) if only he was there, then I guarantee I will get good marks…hahaha maybe not…but at least his appearance can soothes the mood. ( smile )
Sorry if it seems like I am being so pathetic here, so if u don’t feel like reading it, gee.. just shut it off. And perhaps after I weathered the storm, I will write here again with happier things to talk about…
Honestly, the thought of exam fear me as u know, and in the same time actually, it thrilled me. I don’t mind the study. Just that the questions I cant bear… serious… its not about the studies that matters, but the questions.
As I see my class today, I feel a sense of respect for them they seems calm and cool…no showing of nervousness or fear at all… how did they do that ? and where did they learn that? I wish I could learn it too. In fact if only I have half of my cousin’s personality, how nice… hahaha
Well, neway, I am going to start my studies and do the best… I don’t tink I will pass my maths however, haha just that it’s better to try some luck…hahahaha and ya…okay, fail with pride…=p
Okay, got to go…off for social studies…


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